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Good Bye January 2010..
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Hello Good People,
This has been some kind of month for me. As you know, when you take on a new challenge that may elevate your life to another level, the devil gets busy.
As you know, I started taking a class towards my Master’s degree with University of Phoenix. I have awesome classmates and even better teammates. I am working with three great women that always ask the right questions and are not afraid to do their part on projects. We accomplish great things together. I am thankful to God for them. I started out shakey.com because I had posting anxiety. Once I got over it, I was able to understand the course work better and contribute to my group and class overall. I am not an “A” student, more like a high “C”. The fat lady hasn’t song so I am expecting a “B” when the curtain closes. It is a six-week class, and I am in week five. It has been a challenge but I’ve conquered it.
My Dad was unexpectedly admitted to the hospital. He ended up having brain surgery. I did a lot of traveling between New York and Baltimore to be there for my family. After a trip back from New York, I started having car problems. A couple of days after getting it fixed, on a sunny Friday morning I had a flat tire. I had a mini-break down than got my tired repaired and went on with my life.
Nothing is going on with the guy that I have a crush on. He likes women. He probably wants to share his life with someone magnificent. That someone is not I. It is ok. I can’t be everybody’s type. He is still a nice guy. I am still attracted to him. I have had a lot of other things going on in my life to distract me. My crush is fading.
One day, I was having a horrible day at work so I decided to take lunch to get some fresh air. After spending way too much money at bath and body works, I bumped into a guy that always chats me up but never asks me out. To make a long story short, he said that I give off the vibe that I am either married or a Cat Lady. Yes, he called me a Spinster. He said that I give off the vibe that I have at least five cats at home. Those words made me feel good about myself. LOL He told me that I need to work on wanting to be desired. It was really the wrong day for this “coaching”, I had on my “fly betty” boots and a cute outfit. I wasn’t having a good day but I was feeling good about myself. In all honesty, he hurt my feelings. I didn’t let him know that he hurt my feelings. I was on the edge for a couple of days. I am a 36-year-old woman that has never been married before. One of the last things that I want to hear is that I have a “Cat Lady” (aka Spinster) vibe. I don’t want to have more children but I do want to get married and be a wife before I take my last breath. A part of me feels like he wanted to bring me down a peg. I noticed that whenever he saw me, his third sentence was always, “How come you don’t call me?” Now I am definitely not calling him because I think that he thinks that I am a “Cat Lady”.
January has been an emotional long month. Here are some positive and less detailed highlights:
1. My Dad is at home recovering with lots of family surrounding him.
2. My Friends that feels like family that live in Haiti are safe and accounted for.
3. Deborah and Ola got married. Congratulations!!! I watched the ceremony over the Internet.
I’ve come to the realization that this is a sowing seeds year. I am working. Working towards being closer to God. Working towards living and enjoying my life. Working towards taking care of myself. Working on renewing my mind. Working on being better today than I was the day before.
Have a great one people,
Kenya
PS. I promise that I will post more than once a month.
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This has been some kind of month for me. As you know, when you take on a new challenge that may elevate your life to another level, the devil gets busy.
As you know, I started taking a class towards my Master’s degree with University of Phoenix. I have awesome classmates and even better teammates. I am working with three great women that always ask the right questions and are not afraid to do their part on projects. We accomplish great things together. I am thankful to God for them. I started out shakey.com because I had posting anxiety. Once I got over it, I was able to understand the course work better and contribute to my group and class overall. I am not an “A” student, more like a high “C”. The fat lady hasn’t song so I am expecting a “B” when the curtain closes. It is a six-week class, and I am in week five. It has been a challenge but I’ve conquered it.
My Dad was unexpectedly admitted to the hospital. He ended up having brain surgery. I did a lot of traveling between New York and Baltimore to be there for my family. After a trip back from New York, I started having car problems. A couple of days after getting it fixed, on a sunny Friday morning I had a flat tire. I had a mini-break down than got my tired repaired and went on with my life.
Nothing is going on with the guy that I have a crush on. He likes women. He probably wants to share his life with someone magnificent. That someone is not I. It is ok. I can’t be everybody’s type. He is still a nice guy. I am still attracted to him. I have had a lot of other things going on in my life to distract me. My crush is fading.
One day, I was having a horrible day at work so I decided to take lunch to get some fresh air. After spending way too much money at bath and body works, I bumped into a guy that always chats me up but never asks me out. To make a long story short, he said that I give off the vibe that I am either married or a Cat Lady. Yes, he called me a Spinster. He said that I give off the vibe that I have at least five cats at home. Those words made me feel good about myself. LOL He told me that I need to work on wanting to be desired. It was really the wrong day for this “coaching”, I had on my “fly betty” boots and a cute outfit. I wasn’t having a good day but I was feeling good about myself. In all honesty, he hurt my feelings. I didn’t let him know that he hurt my feelings. I was on the edge for a couple of days. I am a 36-year-old woman that has never been married before. One of the last things that I want to hear is that I have a “Cat Lady” (aka Spinster) vibe. I don’t want to have more children but I do want to get married and be a wife before I take my last breath. A part of me feels like he wanted to bring me down a peg. I noticed that whenever he saw me, his third sentence was always, “How come you don’t call me?” Now I am definitely not calling him because I think that he thinks that I am a “Cat Lady”.
January has been an emotional long month. Here are some positive and less detailed highlights:
1. My Dad is at home recovering with lots of family surrounding him.
2. My Friends that feels like family that live in Haiti are safe and accounted for.
3. Deborah and Ola got married. Congratulations!!! I watched the ceremony over the Internet.
I’ve come to the realization that this is a sowing seeds year. I am working. Working towards being closer to God. Working towards living and enjoying my life. Working towards taking care of myself. Working on renewing my mind. Working on being better today than I was the day before.
Have a great one people,
Kenya
PS. I promise that I will post more than once a month.
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